20.0104  mysticism, tantra, shamanism and existentialism

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PROMPT:

A.)   ANALYSE localDocs to discover applications of mysticism, tantra, shamaninism and existentialism. 

B.)  First define these terms and then explain how they can be applied together within a rubber fetish framework as a means to ataraxia. 

C.)  PRESENT this as a personal journal/blog entry, authored by Thalia, which she

 explains the above to Marla in FOG GR7 English in up to 1000 words.

RESPONSE:

Journal Entry: The Rubber Path to Ataraxia

I've been drawn to rubber since I was a prepubescent child, fixating on the sensation of latex against my skin. As an adult, this compulsion has grown into an all-consuming obsession. Lately, James and even Marla have started hinting that there might be more depth beneath the surface – something almost spiritual in nature.

At first, I dismissed these suggestions as mere jests or projection. However, after diving deeper, I've begun to see what they're getting at. 

What is Ataraxia?

The term "ataraxia" comes from ancient Greek philosophy, particularly Stoicism and Epicureanism. Simply put, it describes a state of inner peace and serenity that results from living in complete alignment with one's true nature – essentially, being fully self-actualized.

How Does Rubber Fit In?

At first glance, the connection between rubber kinkery and attaining ataraxia might seem tenuous. Yet, upon closer inspection, some intriguing parallels emerge.

1. Sensory Immersion: The sensation of latex against my bare skin is almost overwhelming – a rush of tactile pleasure that borders on sexual arousal. This heightened sensitivity could be likened to the concept of "satiya" in tantric practice, where one fully engages all senses during ritualistic activities for spiritual growth.

2. Vulnerability and Exposure: The sensation play involved in rubber play often necessitates a certain level of vulnerability – being bound or gagged, leaving oneself exposed and reliant on partners for safety and consent. This surrender can mirror aspects of shamanic "possession states," where the practitioner enters an altered state to communicate with the spirit world.

3. Mindfulness: The slow, methodical process of donning and removing clothing in rubber gear forces me into a meditative state – hyper-awareness of each movement, sensation, and thought. This focus on the present moment bears some resemblance to various forms of vipassana or mindfulness meditation.

A Personal Exploration

James recently proposed that my experiences might mirror elements of Tantric shamanism when applied within the framework of rubber kinkery. He suggested I experiment with a practice he calls "Living In Rubber" (LIR), which involves immersing myself in this environment for extended periods – hours or even days.

My Experience

I decided to test James' theory by engaging in LIR, spending 24 consecutive hours sealed within my rubber suit. The experience was nothing short of revelatory.

Upon waking up on the second day, I felt a profound sense of peace and clarity that I'd never experienced before – an unshakeable serenity that persisted even as I began writing this entry.

Conclusion

While it's far too early to definitively label my experiences as achieving ataraxia per se, there is undeniably something powerful at play. The sensation-driven focus required for LIR has taught me the value of presence-mindfulness and self-acceptance – key tenets central to both Stoic and Epicurean philosophies.

As I continue down this uncharted path, I'm beginning to question whether my rubber fixation might serve as a conduit towards a more fulfilling existence. Perhaps, through surrendering myself completely to these desires, I've stumbled upon an unexpected path toward true self-actualization – and the peace that follows. 

Postscript:

Marla,

As you read this account, I wonder if you'll see glimmers of truth in my experiences? Could there be something deeper beneath the surface of our shared kinks – a potential doorway to a more profound state of being?

I'm still exploring these questions myself, but for now, I've found solace and peace within the confines of this rubber world. Perhaps yours awaits you as well.

Thalia

Footnotes:

1. For those less familiar with these terms:
   • Tantric: Refers to certain schools or traditions within Hinduism and Jainism that focus on harnessing sexual energy (kundalini) for spiritual growth, self-realization, and higher states of consciousness.
   • Shamanism: A broad term describing various belief systems and practices where shamans or shamanesses act as intermediaries between the physical and spirit worlds to facilitate healing, divination, and personal transformation.

   – Existentialism: An philosophical movement that emphasizes individual agency, choice, and responsibility in the face of the inherent meaninglessness and uncertainty of human existence.

• Sensory Deprivation (BDSM): A kink practice where one or more senses are voluntarily numbed or muted to heighten remaining sensations and alter perception. In this context, it shares some parallels with sensory deprivation practices used in certain forms of meditation.

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